Lord God,

I have not been able to move on and I will not ever decide to do so. You brought Carrie and me together, and I don't want to give up on that. Please bless us and protect us and please Lord God, if you can create all the stars in the sky, all the sand on the earth, all the philosophies and curiosities of man, then please find it within your capacity to bring us back together. I love her Lord Jesus. I am sorry that this idea is blinding. I know that deep down, I don't [i]need[/i] her, but Lord Jesus, right now, I really do need my baby girl. I miss her so much right now Lord God. When so many people have given up on this precious girl, I don't ever want to give up on her, I don't ever want to not love her. I'm sorry Lord Jesus for feeling this way. Amen.