my girlfriend tries to act like we’re married. She always makes plans for the next weekend on like Monday morning and always volunteers me to do stuff. Fuck I want to tell her to fuck off sometimes. Wouldn’t be so bad if her idea of a good time wasnt as BORING AS FUCK! Good thing she made me lunch today otherwise I’d consider breaking up with her again. Mmmm pork chop!

Tuesday, March 4 2008

I confess that I am a sinner. I confess that I have not loved the Lord with my whole heart, and have not always trusted in him completely. I confess that my heart is not always pure and that sometimes my heart can grow very jealous. I confess that I do not always praise God for the small things he is doing in my life, and that my attitude doesnt always reflect my faith. I confess that sometimes I question Gods plans when I dont see an answer. I have started to learn that Gods ways are not my ways, and that Gods timing is certainly not our timing. I confess that i've made some mistakes, and that sometimes it takes me many times to forgive. I am learning to give it all to God, to live a life of prayer, to live a life dedicated to Christ. I am learning to trust that in due time Jesus will supply me with ways to meet all my needs. I know that just because I'm single doesnt mean i'll be single forerver. Just because I am currently suffering, doesnt mean i'll suffer forever. Lord knows I'm a worrier, and my trust will be in HIM to guide my way.The Lord is working in me, and growing in me, and I CONFESS that is a good thing

Friday, March 28 2008

my boyfriend and i broke up 4 days ago. theyve been the most painful days of my life. i know that i was mean to him and didnt treat him fairly, but he did it too. we got into a fight one night, he told me to leave, i tried to , he tried to stop me, i accidentally hit him with my car, and he broke up with me for good. i cant even manage to go a MINUTE without thinking about him. i love him so much. i cannot possibly appologize to him enough for what i have done. he's ok, his leg is messed up... all the wrong he's done to me and ive forgiven him... please help him to forgive me lord. i very much need him in my life. i feel like he was the one for me, and i let him slip away. im having such a hard time getting through this. please just help me. lord please let him know how much i truly love him and miss him. lord please let him know that i would do anything for his love again. AMEN

Monday, August 11 2008

Please forgive me for talking about my friends behind their backs. I never feel good afterwards and I realize that what I am doing is wrong. I am begging you to forgive me for being such a petty person.

Sunday, March 29 2009

my brother died 6 yrs. ago we come realize that the little boy we alway's was is not, having said that i love my nephnew very much. in our heart he is my brother's child
we need alot prayer as he is drinking and doing drug's . hismother is so messed up. she think's she is hurting us she is only hurting her son. i pray god will bring him back home to us . his family who love's him.

Saturday, May 17 2008

i spend close to 6 hours a day on the totse message boards i cant help my self its like coke im so addicted to it

Wednesday, February 27 2008

Father God forgive me for not trusting in you and stepping forward without your guidance in my situation with William. Forgive me consulting with false Gods on this situation for you are the one and true God. Lord lead my way and my path. I seek your face. Forgive me God for i belong to you as you belong to me.

Thursday, October 9 2008

The best thing to do when wanting someone to love you. I like this quote. May the woman be so hidden in God that the man has to stay on his knees to find her. May the Lord bring someone in your life that will love you like God loves the church. God has one he has chosen. Not Many.....Keep your focus on the Lord and get hidden in HIM.. Then the right one will come along.

Saturday, May 3 2008

I'm in love with a stripper :< She has nice boobies and I want to touch them.

Friday, February 29 2008

I confess that when I pray, I don't actually have faith that my prayers will be answered.

Tuesday, February 24 2009