You wear FAR too much perfume. And its horrible and cheap. It is possibly poisonous. You gave me an asthma attack and a sore, strained throat when you sat next to me. You made my eyes water.

You're very overweight, and no amount of perfume will change that. Exercise, eat less… WEAR LESS PERFUME.

I think I need to go to the doctor because my throat is aching and stinging from keeping it almost closed for an entire hour.

Sit somewhere else.

Wednesday, February 27 2008

I once made out with my girlfriend’s best friend in my room while she was staring at us. She said it looked fun. I also crossed dress with said best friend and it was really wierd. I’ll probably do it again. NY girls are soo wierd.

Friday, February 29 2008

Lord I confess that I had angry thoughts because of my estranged spouse and his activities. He has been running up credit cards, going out-bars/clubs, eating out, etc. and yet when he sees me seems to want sex (just because) but doesn't want a commitment or to try to work on the marriage. I feel angry and then I can't concentrate or I get testy w/our 6 year old daughter. Forgive me for my sins.

Wednesday, June 10 2009

I confess that I struggle with what the Lord can and can not do. I put boundaries on what prayers he will answer and wonder how some situations can even be resolved but then in his own quiet way, he let's me knows that he is capable of all things whether it be through his Word, a song or a word from a brother/sister in Christ. As His Word says ... Nothing is impossible with God! Now that is a powerful statement! As we all know the scripture of "having the faith the size of a mustard seed". So I guess for all of us out here that struggle sometimes, may we always have a "mustard seed" in our pocket.
Lord ... keep us ever mindful of who you are ... not only through the Bible ... but in our personal lives. Amen!

Wednesday, May 7 2008

My boyfriend and I got engaged recently. I love him more than anything else in the world. The problem is that a part of me is still in love with an exboyfriend of mine. My ex and I still have an ongoing flirt thing, and occassionally, we still have phone sex. I don’t really feel bad about my feelings, or the phone sex thing. I may actually be seeing my ex again for the first time in years and I’m worried that we may end up getting together. A part of me doesn’t care and just really wants to be with him again, and the other part of me is horrified at the idea of cheaitng on my fiance.

Wednesday, March 5 2008

Lord please forgive me for: getting lazy with reading the Bible, for getting lazy with getting up early to read it too & finding the time to do it. For making excuses to not reading..like I'm tired, I forgot, & questioning why I have to read it agian. For being to weak when it comes to fasting & finding excuses for breaking it there too.For getting upset with Julene,Toni,Mom, Bros,nephews,kids,kids dads, for anyone I got upset with & did not show it ,for mess around with your time & wasting what you have called me out of to do. And for feeling like a failure still.For not opening my mouth to witness to others when the oppertunity showed itself. Not always praying before I eat or giving all thanks/praises to you & making excuses there to. For not Thanking you for the job you provided me & place to stay & thinking why here,when it is your will. For not always remembering its your will & for wondering when your going to answer a prayer or why you dont answer some. Let me always remember you provide needs, not wants. For not putting/losing trust in you at times. For feeling like I'm all alone & need someone in my life to be with & love & for wanting a husband. & for those thoughts that pop up in my head bad or dreams.for still bitting my nails. For going to web sites that do nothing to refelect you. wanting/wishing for things I dont need. For not wanting to go to church weds & only putting 50cents when i should of put in $1.oo or more.Not being a better mom,godly, & reading the bible to my kids everynite.Being scared to give someone a message from you because I dont know what they'll think or say. For still worring what others will think about me being a Christian. For even care what others think about it. For still stressing about this & sitting here bitting my nails. God please forgive me for all those things & more, I'm sorry Father. Please help me to contiue on my path with Christ because I dont want to go back to the path I used to walk. I plead the blood of Jesus Christ to wash me clean agian, thank you for loving us & for taking our punishment for us strenghten me to go on for you Lord with a renewed & refreashed strenght, & courage to spread the Truth. In Jesus name I pray AMEN!

Saturday, December 20 2008

my boyfriend and i broke up 4 days ago. theyve been the most painful days of my life. i know that i was mean to him and didnt treat him fairly, but he did it too. we got into a fight one night, he told me to leave, i tried to , he tried to stop me, i accidentally hit him with my car, and he broke up with me for good. i cant even manage to go a MINUTE without thinking about him. i love him so much. i cannot possibly appologize to him enough for what i have done. he's ok, his leg is messed up... all the wrong he's done to me and ive forgiven him... please help him to forgive me lord. i very much need him in my life. i feel like he was the one for me, and i let him slip away. im having such a hard time getting through this. please just help me. lord please let him know how much i truly love him and miss him. lord please let him know that i would do anything for his love again. AMEN

Monday, August 11 2008

I suffer from a spirit of fear and sexual addiction and codependency.....I need deliverance from all of them

Sunday, March 9 2008

i have to admit i am addicted to go and talk to physics, and getting readings. i started cause i wanted to know about my husband, is he cheating? i worried and fear. i dont know how to break away from this terrible sin. i want to have peace knowing that my dh loves me, and is not cheating no me. i want god to help me and deliver me, and reassure me that no matter what, or the rumors i hear, that my husband is faithful.. please pray, thanks so much

Thursday, March 5 2009

I am sometimes bitter over my break up. I feel a sense of happiness that it is over. I do miss what I thought I had. What I thought I had is what I valued.

Saturday, March 21 2009