i have to admit i am addicted to go and talk to physics, and getting readings. i started cause i wanted to know about my husband, is he cheating? i worried and fear. i dont know how to break away from this terrible sin. i want to have peace knowing that my dh loves me, and is not cheating no me. i want god to help me and deliver me, and reassure me that no matter what, or the rumors i hear, that my husband is faithful.. please pray, thanks so much

Thursday, March 5 2009

I confess that, at the moment, I can't stand my husband. I just got home from driving him home to pick up OUR car which he tried to SELL me. After driving him home (we're separated) he mumbled "thanks" and I drove off. My car is dead and after towing and paying for repairs on his car, which sat for 2 yrs, he decides that he is going to SELL it to me! I am so angry. We have a baby together and I would have thought he would give it to me..but NOOOOO. I am struggling to forgive him- namely because I just fixed his car which he ended up driving back to his house. I feel like a fool and I'm so angry at allowing him to make me feel like a fool. I am an idiot!!!!

Wednesday, February 25 2009

I confess that when I pray, I don't actually have faith that my prayers will be answered.

Tuesday, February 24 2009

i have broken every one on the commandments. lord forgive me

Monday, February 23 2009

I have been cheating on my husband for the past year...I've been horrible...Pray that God forgives me

Monday, February 23 2009

Lord, I confess to You that I have been unloving to my husband. He has treated me badly, but as Your Word says, I should love him anyway. I pray that you help me to love him as You do.

Sunday, February 22 2009

Please Lord, forgive me for my behavior with Gregg. Remove him from my life and give me the strength to behave appropriately

Sunday, February 15 2009

please forgive me God for being so angry with you for Brandon's death and not living my life the way I should be since he died...I have been an emotional mess, I have carelessly spent money/have not kept control over my finances and now finding myself in a mess and am having a hard time being honest about it with others because I am so ashamed and embarrassed

Tuesday, February 10 2009

Lord -please forgive me for being angry with "him" and what he is doing currently. I feel bad that I get upset and not clearly focused because of this issue. I ask for your love and forgiveness in my life. Amen

Tuesday, December 30 2008

Lord please forgive me for: getting lazy with reading the Bible, for getting lazy with getting up early to read it too & finding the time to do it. For making excuses to not reading..like I'm tired, I forgot, & questioning why I have to read it agian. For being to weak when it comes to fasting & finding excuses for breaking it there too.For getting upset with Julene,Toni,Mom, Bros,nephews,kids,kids dads, for anyone I got upset with & did not show it ,for mess around with your time & wasting what you have called me out of to do. And for feeling like a failure still.For not opening my mouth to witness to others when the oppertunity showed itself. Not always praying before I eat or giving all thanks/praises to you & making excuses there to. For not Thanking you for the job you provided me & place to stay & thinking why here,when it is your will. For not always remembering its your will & for wondering when your going to answer a prayer or why you dont answer some. Let me always remember you provide needs, not wants. For not putting/losing trust in you at times. For feeling like I'm all alone & need someone in my life to be with & love & for wanting a husband. & for those thoughts that pop up in my head bad or dreams.for still bitting my nails. For going to web sites that do nothing to refelect you. wanting/wishing for things I dont need. For not wanting to go to church weds & only putting 50cents when i should of put in $1.oo or more.Not being a better mom,godly, & reading the bible to my kids everynite.Being scared to give someone a message from you because I dont know what they'll think or say. For still worring what others will think about me being a Christian. For even care what others think about it. For still stressing about this & sitting here bitting my nails. God please forgive me for all those things & more, I'm sorry Father. Please help me to contiue on my path with Christ because I dont want to go back to the path I used to walk. I plead the blood of Jesus Christ to wash me clean agian, thank you for loving us & for taking our punishment for us strenghten me to go on for you Lord with a renewed & refreashed strenght, & courage to spread the Truth. In Jesus name I pray AMEN!

Saturday, December 20 2008