Lord -please forgive me for being angry with "him" and what he is doing currently. I feel bad that I get upset and not clearly focused because of this issue. I ask for your love and forgiveness in my life. Amen

Tuesday, December 30 2008

Lord please forgive me for: getting lazy with reading the Bible, for getting lazy with getting up early to read it too & finding the time to do it. For making excuses to not reading..like I'm tired, I forgot, & questioning why I have to read it agian. For being to weak when it comes to fasting & finding excuses for breaking it there too.For getting upset with Julene,Toni,Mom, Bros,nephews,kids,kids dads, for anyone I got upset with & did not show it ,for mess around with your time & wasting what you have called me out of to do. And for feeling like a failure still.For not opening my mouth to witness to others when the oppertunity showed itself. Not always praying before I eat or giving all thanks/praises to you & making excuses there to. For not Thanking you for the job you provided me & place to stay & thinking why here,when it is your will. For not always remembering its your will & for wondering when your going to answer a prayer or why you dont answer some. Let me always remember you provide needs, not wants. For not putting/losing trust in you at times. For feeling like I'm all alone & need someone in my life to be with & love & for wanting a husband. & for those thoughts that pop up in my head bad or dreams.for still bitting my nails. For going to web sites that do nothing to refelect you. wanting/wishing for things I dont need. For not wanting to go to church weds & only putting 50cents when i should of put in $1.oo or more.Not being a better mom,godly, & reading the bible to my kids everynite.Being scared to give someone a message from you because I dont know what they'll think or say. For still worring what others will think about me being a Christian. For even care what others think about it. For still stressing about this & sitting here bitting my nails. God please forgive me for all those things & more, I'm sorry Father. Please help me to contiue on my path with Christ because I dont want to go back to the path I used to walk. I plead the blood of Jesus Christ to wash me clean agian, thank you for loving us & for taking our punishment for us strenghten me to go on for you Lord with a renewed & refreashed strenght, & courage to spread the Truth. In Jesus name I pray AMEN!

Saturday, December 20 2008

Lord, I confess and repent of my sins of bad thoughts, impatience, greed, arrogance, lust, spitefulness,and worry I ask that you cleanse me and make me whole. In JESUS name, AMEN

Sunday, December 14 2008

Lord, where do I even start? I dont even feel worthy of your forgivness, but I will still come bodly to the throne of grace to receive it. I confess that I have treated my mother terribly, and I have not followed your ways in relationships. I have lied, I have cheated, and I have dealt in evil things in the past. I have left you out of my life, and have not followed your ways. I have knowingly gone against the will that you have for my life. I have been prideful, arrogant, and conceited. I havce been selfish, and mean. I have been lazy, and ungrateful. I am guilty of all things, and I ask you to forgive me and restore me. Let me hear you talk to me once again. Please help me and wash me and make me clean. AMEN

Saturday, December 13 2008

Lord, I confess that I have not always been truthful with you, myself or with others. I have been mean, rude and spiteful to those around me. I have coveted. I have lied. I have lusted. I have done things that I know you would disapprove knowing they were wrong. Lord, I ask for your mercy on me and that you may continue to take me under your wing, though i am not worthy. grant that i may see the way and follow your glorious path. In jesus' name i pray. AMEN

Tuesday, December 9 2008

Father God forgive me for not trusting in you and stepping forward without your guidance in my situation with William. Forgive me consulting with false Gods on this situation for you are the one and true God. Lord lead my way and my path. I seek your face. Forgive me God for i belong to you as you belong to me.

Thursday, October 9 2008

I feel I have so much to confess to, may God forgive me. As an abused wife who had to witness day in and day out my own children's abuse by their father, I found true love with another man and left the marriage. But since then, everything has gone wrong. My love later died, two of my children suffer emotional distress from the abuse and divorce, and I am now sick myself. To top it off, we are in financial disarray. Please God forgive my sins, heal me so that I may take care of my children, and know that I acted with good faith and genuine love for my boyfriend who truly loved me as well---may he rest in peace.

Tuesday, October 7 2008

Jesus, I look to you for the strenght to get my boyfriend and I past this lie. We weren't together when it happen and I hurt him. I want to forgive him. I want to see him and help him be the man he wants. I want him to look at me and know that it's worth it. We have been though so much together. I'm trying to look past his mistake. I know if he tought we would work things out it wouldn't happen. My family doesn't like him either. They judge everyone. But, I see something more in him. He is a wonderful man who has so much to offer. Please help him to see that. I pray that things work out for us. We have both made mistakes and are sorry for them; please help us forgive eachother and teach us that we can get through anything together.

Sunday, September 14 2008

my boyfriend and i broke up 4 days ago. theyve been the most painful days of my life. i know that i was mean to him and didnt treat him fairly, but he did it too. we got into a fight one night, he told me to leave, i tried to , he tried to stop me, i accidentally hit him with my car, and he broke up with me for good. i cant even manage to go a MINUTE without thinking about him. i love him so much. i cannot possibly appologize to him enough for what i have done. he's ok, his leg is messed up... all the wrong he's done to me and ive forgiven him... please help him to forgive me lord. i very much need him in my life. i feel like he was the one for me, and i let him slip away. im having such a hard time getting through this. please just help me. lord please let him know how much i truly love him and miss him. lord please let him know that i would do anything for his love again. AMEN

Monday, August 11 2008

I am so tired and afraid that all of the mistakes I have made have ruined my life and the people I love. I lost my true love, my husband because of a terrible mistake I made. I am so sad and I had an abortion 5 years ago. I wish i never terminated my pregnancy. I am so sorry to that unborn child. I wish I never did that. Lord I am so depressed I cant stand it and I am drinking too much. Please help me Lord.

Friday, July 25 2008